The Story of My New Year's Execution

Hello. I'm glad to be making my first feature post here, and hope you will all enjoy it. This is about my New Year's Execution. Now don't get it twisted, this is an EXECUTION, not a resolution. I'm not resolving, because resolutions are breakable. Executions have it stated in the name that the goals is being finished (or executed). So, my execution this year is to just grow as a person. I look at it, I'm 19 years old. I've got a lot of things I've never experienced, that I've never shared with people, and its time to start moving forward with my life, and this is in many aspects. The most serious of it being work and preparing myself for my future. Without giving out too much personal information I'd like to say securing a job some time this year is of severe importance, regardless of its just basic part time work or not. Also, I need to start taking baby steps into my industry of sport management, that along with my education should be able to put me into a good place. My grades have always been good (3.86 cumulative right now) so I hoping for the best. Its just a scary situation though. I fear the future, I fear the unknown, but I know its coming no matter what, so I should do the best I can, right? This is part of the reason this blog is called "Hype Steps Up", I'm hoping in a way it can chronicle my growth. I'm glad I'm doing this, at the very least I'm sorting my own thoughts. Can anyone out there relate?
I'm hoping to grow in other ways though too. Ever since I started college I've reverted to being an introvert, something that was big for me in the first 2 years of high school. I don't have many friends at school, although my high school friends are awesome, but most of them are split off at different schools, and are often hard to see. So I'm stuck in the status quo right now. Once again, fear is my obstacle. The unknown of new people terrifies me, and admittedly I'm even worse with girls. That doesn't mean I don't appreciate them though, I am very hetero (that may become more apparent in future posts).
One final thing I need to grow with. I keep a lot of stuff bottled up, another reason for this blog. I'm laying my thoughts and opinions out there for people to see, which should make it easier to do in reality and public. That is my hope at least. This and my rap are gonna be that therapy for me. I hope you come along for the ride.
I feel like those are the major issues for me right now. I got some stuff to sort out, and that's my New Year's Execution. So far I'm doing alright. I was just telling a good friend of mine some stuff that had been on my chest, and this blog should be instrumental in my growth I hope. So making it can be key. I'm also trying to takes steps forward in my industry currently too, through the encouragement of a class I'm taking right now. It looks like I'm close on some volunteer opportunities. Come to think of it, I need to send an e-mail about them, so I'm out. But any comments are more than welcome. Get at me, and good night.

-Hype